Sunday, February 21, 2010
Sunday, February 14, 2010
it
this old emotion
it is my un-reason
it is my stupidity
i am now, and have been recently
futile
it is almost five months
where is my renewal?
where is my renewal?
Tuesday, February 2, 2010
reduce, simplify, edit
my friends no longer dare to talk to me about you. for i withdraw and sour. it makes me remember you in full. all of the wonderful things. all of the things about you that hurt me. i am tired of caring about you, how i have lost you. im not even sure really what it is i have lost? for i never really had you did i? i just remember a mountain of love and a sequence of beautiful experiences and then collapse. the most precise, blood chilling hurt i have ever felt. now your image is degrading. i guess that is a good thing. i wish i came with a reset button. memory wipe. emotional delete. access to a permanent goodbye.
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